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Sunday, May 10, 2009
the time now is 3.44 at night. 2 more hours before i left what's familiar to me.now, i feel i'm really in dreamyland. cuz everything seems unreal, as if i'm living in this bubble. a fantasy. i guess i'm really overwhelmed by the amount of blessing and love showered by my frenz and family. okie, is not mushy, but i really really feel so so loved! my tkd family. my vikerzcumcarebear.my 八仙女.my jc gang.mybeloved brothers and sisters in christ.my dearest nephew and family. mumu.God. i start to have second thoughts abt leaving singapore for US. cuz i have found all the joy and fun i have in this life, so y do i need to travel all the way to the end of the globe? someone prayed before for me: hope that i will find and know the purpose why am i in US. purpose? i ask myself...i guess other than the pure fun of travelling, this departure let me treasure my family and friends more. i realise i can't bear to leave them! when initially i thought i can just leave and let go everything here. my dear, i'm beginning to miss everyone here! Father, i pray. i pray that this will not just be a work and travel experience that's of pure fun. i really hope that through this, i can grow stronger in God. not easy, i anticipated. cuz to grow alone needs much much more effort and discipline. i hope that i will come to realise that this God is not just a faith that i worship every sat in church. why should i limit Him in the box? but instead, this loving God works everywhere! i'm excited , to find out, really, how deep is my faith. i may fall into tempatation, but i believe that God will keep me close to Him. just like wakeboarding, the boat controls the wakeboarder and all she needs to do is to do her part by being in the right position and naturally, the force of the boat will pull her up. but if the more u struggle, u will fall flat into the water. boat= holy spirit. wakeboarder=me. i'm glad i have the holy spirit to giude me through my life. though i do not know what to expect, i know that as long as i do my part, God will see me through.( courtesy to jie min dear) US here i come! bad and gd things may happen, but all's well with my soul.:) Dear Father...:) |
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our eyes are for looking at things, but they are also for crying when we are very happy or very sad. our ears are for listening but so are our hearts. our noses are for smelling food, but also the wind and the grass and if we try hard, butterflies. our hands are for hugging and touching so gently. our mouths and tongues are for tasting, but also for saying words, like "i love you" and " thank you, God, for all of these things."tagboard
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